Growth Beyond Obstacles

Today marks one of the most significant milestones in my life—surgery day for my bariatric sleeve procedure. This moment, filled with excitement, nerves, and hope, has been years in the making. It’s a culmination of hard work, tough decisions, sacrifices, and an unwavering commitment to my health and future.

The Road to Today

For those of you who have been following my journey, you know that this decision wasn’t made lightly. I have spent years battling the ups and downs of weight loss, managing health challenges like endometriosis and PCOS, and overcoming the emotional hurdles that often accompany such a journey. These weren’t just physical battles; they were deeply intertwined with my mental and emotional well-being.

Deciding to pursue bariatric surgery wasn’t an overnight decision. It came after years of trying traditional weight-loss methods, from dieting to exercise programs. While I had some successes along the way, the obstacles presented by my hormonal conditions made sustained weight loss incredibly difficult. My body was fighting against me, and I knew I needed a tool—a reset—to help me regain control of my health.

When I finally made the decision to move forward with bariatric surgery, it felt like a light bulb moment. This wasn’t giving up; it was choosing to fight for my life. I realized that surgery wasn’t a shortcut but a tool—a powerful tool—to help me achieve the health and quality of life I’ve always dreamed of. It was a decision rooted in self-love, not desperation.

Preparing for Surgery

The journey to today has been nothing short of transformative. Over the past several weeks, I’ve been preparing my mind and body for this procedure. My pre-surgery diet, a mix of half-liquid meals and protein shakes, was a challenge in itself. I had to break long-held habits, resist temptations, and focus on fueling my body with what it needed, not what it craved.

I’ve learned so much about myself during this preparation phase. It wasn’t just about shedding pounds before surgery; it was about proving to myself that I could make and stick to the changes necessary for success after surgery. Every step I took—every shake I drank, every walk I completed—was a step closer to this day. It’s been empowering to see what I’m capable of when I put my mind to it.

I’ve also spent time mentally preparing for what comes next. Bariatric surgery isn’t a magic fix; it’s the beginning of a lifelong commitment to healthier living. I’ve read books, joined support groups, and talked to others who have walked this path before me. Their insights and encouragement have been invaluable in helping me understand what to expect and how to navigate the challenges ahead.

A Morning Filled with Emotions

Waking up this morning was surreal. I felt a wave of emotions—nervousness, excitement, gratitude, and even a little fear. It’s a mix that’s hard to put into words. This isn’t just another day; it’s the day that changes everything.

I took a few moments to reflect and pray before heading to the hospital. I thanked God, Saints, and all the Deities for the strength to get to this point, for the support of my loved ones, and for the opportunity to take control of my health. I also prayed for a successful surgery and a smooth recovery.

Getting ready for the hospital was almost meditative. I double-checked my bag, which was packed with essentials: comfortable clothes, chapstick, my favorite water bottle, and a notebook to jot down my thoughts. I’ve always found comfort in writing, and I knew I’d want to capture every moment of this experience.

As I sat in the car on the way to the hospital, I felt a profound sense of calm wash over me. This is what I’ve worked for. Every challenge I’ve faced, every tear I’ve cried, every step I’ve taken—it’s all led to this moment. I’m ready.

Arriving at the Hospital

Walking into the hospital felt like stepping into a new chapter of my life. The staff was welcoming and kind, guiding me through the pre-surgery process with compassion. I changed into my hospital gown, and as I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a woman ready to fight for her future.

The waiting was the hardest part. Lying on the hospital bed, with my IV in place, I had time to reflect on everything that brought me here. I thought about my family, my boyfriend, my friends, and everyone who has supported me along the way. Their love and encouragement have been my anchor.

I also thought about the future. I envisioned myself healthier, more energetic, and able to do things that I’ve struggled with in the past. I thought about the joy of being able to run around with kids someday, the confidence to try new activities, and the pride of knowing I took control of my life.

The Final Countdown

As I write this, I’m moments away from being wheeled into the operating room. The nerves are still there, but they’re outweighed by the excitement and hope I feel. I’m ready to take this leap, trusting in my surgeon, my preparation, and my faith.

This isn’t just a physical transformation; it’s a renewal of my spirit. It’s a declaration that I am worth the effort, the sacrifice, and the fight. Today is the day I take my life back.

Looking Ahead

I know the road ahead won’t be easy. Recovery will take time, and adjusting to my new lifestyle will require patience and persistence. But I’m ready for it. I’m ready to embrace the challenges and celebrate the victories, no matter how small.

This journey is about more than weight loss. It’s about reclaiming my health, my confidence, and my future. It’s about living a life filled with purpose, joy, and gratitude. And it’s about inspiring others who may be considering a similar path. If my story can encourage even one person to take charge of their health, it will all be worth it.

Thank You

To everyone who has supported me—thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your words of encouragement, prayers, and love have carried me through this journey. I’m so grateful to have you in my life.

As I head into surgery, I’m filled with hope and determination. This is just the beginning of a new chapter, and I can’t wait to see what’s on the other side. Here’s to a healthier, happier future—one step, one day, one choice at a time.

Stay tuned for updates on my recovery and progress. This is only the beginning, and I can’t wait to share the journey with you all.

Remember to embrace the growth no matter the struggle.

Until next time,

Kaylee